I put the scale away as I said I would last week. So – tomorrow is my weigh in, and I’m totally in the dark. I suspect I’ll have a minimal loss again – if I’m lucky. Why? Well, I wish I could be more positive and always be recounting my success stories, but I’m just not that good! In the beginning, I was so careful about everything I did. I watched every morsel that passed by my lips, I removed tomatoes from salads, picked out little pieces of cheese from them etc. Now, I’m not quite as careful. I still do the major things right. Went to lunch the other day and ordered the chicken sandwich, no bun, lettuce wrap please. But I didn’t bother to scrutinize the menu enough to tell them to leave off the cheese and make sure the mushrooms weren’t sautéed in butter. Mentally, I know I have to get back to that initial mindset, but I just can’t seem to do it! Help! Why am I this way? I have to ask myself some hard questions. Am I satisfied with where I am at now? Do I fear reaching my goal? Why do I regularly sabotage myself? Frustrating! I wish I could just snap myself back to where I was when I started.